Result spm dah keluar. Deep inside kecewa.... Tu je ko mampu at the same time bersyukur allah maha mengetahui. Ibu aku tau kecewa. Aku tk pernah tak straight as sebelum ni sbb tu rasa sedih. Sedih jugak sbb my school sorg pun tade straight as. Rasa mcm batch paling asdfghjkl pdhl batch sebelum ni hebat gila. Dan keputusan aku muktamad tanak further study in science apa apa yg berkaitan sains is a NO! Tak sabar nak sambung belajar nak dpt cgpa 4.00 dan dpt dean list. Banggakn dan happykn family balik. 

I dont know why sometimes you act like that. Its annoying kay. Stop it. I just dont understand. Sometimes, i feel awkward with you. We used to be soo close. Why u do this to me?! Maybe it just my feeling.. But deep inside it hurt me. I want you to be like before.
Im a lonely girl. I need somebody to talk with, to motivate me.. Sabar jelah.